I have a cold at the moment, which has consequently made everything rather frustrating. So I thought what better way to vent my frustration than through a nice little blog post.
The first of my frustrations is with my parents, who think that I am going to be asking out my best friend sometime in the near future. NEWSFLASH! I won’t be! They even asked me, “so when you going to ask out [friend]?” To which I replied, “I’m not.” They then asked, “Why?” and I replied, “because I don’t want to.” Mum then asked why again but I cut her off by saying goodnight and then walked away. That’s right! Believe it! I’m not going to be asking her out. I have absolutely no interest in asking her out! I hope they understand this now, but I doubt it. I’ve been invited by her to go with her and her family to a caravan park down the coast for a week. I asked my friend who is more of a best friend than the one I’m going away with if it was weird that she invited me. She made a good point: she said that we had been friends longer and were better friends and she had never invited me for a week away somewhere with her family, so yeah it’s a little weird. I’ve concluded that it’s not HUGELY weird. Just a little weird. Just a little amount of weirdness. So that’s somewhat reassuring. I was momentarily faced with the dilemma of whether or not to talk to her about it; I instead went for the more wimpy approach of telling her about my aforementioned conversation with my parents and how I said I didn’t want to go out with her. Hopefully that made some sort of difference – if not, I’m so fucked.
The second of my frustrations is how annoying some people are. I am so sick of seeing people take photos then make then look like they’re crappy, old and yellow. If you do it to all your pictures you just look like a tryhard!
The third frustration is not really a frustration, but more a peculiar situation. If a person is already in a relationship and is explicitly flirting with someone else (this someone else being me), and by explicitly I mean really explicitly, is that bad of me? Should I care what their relationship is doing? It mustn’t be a very good relationship if one half is flirting with someone else. So I don’t think I care that much. I dunno…I just think it’s weird. But I don’t wanna talk about the fact that the person is in a relationship with the person because I’m afraid they’ll be reminded that they’re in a relationship and probably shouldn’t be talking to me like they are. I’ve sent over 100 texts to this person in under 2 days too if that’s any indication of how much we’ve been talking. Is that a lot? It seems like a lot.
I think that’s about all I’ve got on my mind right now. Possible best friend who my parents think I’m going to date, annoying people trying so desperately to be “unique”, and the person who’s in a relationship. The last one is the most interesting, I’ll keep you updated on that one. I hope it turns out to my benefit, otherwise I will have wasted an absolute tonne of credit for nothing, which will make me both angry and disappointed.
Fun fun fun.
Well I’m fairly certain the “friend” problem is sorted as she’s keen on that other guy if i’m not mistaken. =-) I should read your blog more often, and mine is going through a revamp…again.